first blog. Mood indifferent

Okay. So i'm kinda upset that my first ever blog is going to be of this topic, but it's the truth.

I dont really have a mood.

I am  so over everything right now.

I'm so over school.

Home life.

and everything in between.

to the love of my life:

I'm sorry if i am not the one for you.

I just wanted to be loved by you.

I wanted to make you mine,

and make you the happiest person in the world.

I'm sorry that i failed at that,

but I guess somehow I'll have to live without you.

Even know deep down I dont want too.

On a better note I got my Pretty. Odd. vinyl today,

and that made me slightly better.

I guess.

I want spaghetti for dinner,

and im having steak instead...?

hmm.

Oh well.

Anyways everyone have  good night :)

xxx

"Keltie Colleen is my hero right now, as she is hurting and somehow getting through life alright." Quote made by Me.