Life is now getting better.

I have to say this whole,

"look at your life a different way" is working.

It really is.

If you haven't noticed Keltie Colleen is my hero.

I look up to her alot.

and when she feels better it kinda makes me feel better,

maybe i just need that someone to look up too,

to push my emotions the way they should be.

I'm so glad she talked to Ryan.

I really am.

I talked to someone I care about today,

and yesterday and I actually haven't been happier.

I really haven't.

I do care for the person,

and just forgetting them didn't work.

But if my life can get better with them in it,

Then I'm complete.

get well soon, Keltie.

Night. xxx